Thinking aloud..

Was just chatting with a friend (after ages!) when it suddenly hit me... I haven't met myself in a while... the real me, the person I am and the person I generally like. The daily chaos has left me with no time to organize myself, think through the issues that are important to me and most importantly feel the emotions I should be feeling. Day seamlessly blends into night as I go about getting things "done". Someone referred to me as the "do-er" today and I all but slapped him!

What scares me the most is this quiet that has taken over me. It's like I've lost the ability to emote or feel anything. Why else am I feeling nothing when there are so many changes taking place, things that will affect my life? Is this calm a precursor to the storm thats about to strike?